So it's been almost 2 weeks...I'm sorry but I've actually been busy. I went to Tucson and to Mexico last week with some of my friends I haven't seen in a while. It went better than expected and I had fun getting drunk and going to the beach and Mexican strip clubs.

I just found two of the best websites ever...The first is a site from the Czech Republic that sells Absinthe. What is that you ask? Here's how the site describes it: 

Absinthe, or affectionately known as the Green Fairy (La Fee Verte), is a high alcohol volume (usually 50-70%), unique tasting liqueur infused with a plethora of flavors derived from variety of herbs. Absinthe derives its Green Fairy nickname from its color and its humble beginnings as a miraculous cure all. Absinthe’s unique coloring is the result of the chlorophyll present in the herbs. These herbs include anise, hyssop, veronica, fennel, lemon balm, angelica and last but not least wormwood. Wormwood produces the psychoactive constituent thujone, which is responsible for producing the mysterious absinthe “effects”.

People usually report a sense of drunken clarity when drinking absinthe. In other words, the loosening effects of the alcohol are felt while the mind remains coherent. For best results, select an absinthe with a high thujone level and drink it fast or else you will only feel the effects of the alcohol. If drank enough absinthe, close eye hallucinations have been reported.

I'm going to buy some...it starts at like $12.00. And the best part is they have a special drink called Cannabis Vodka, which actually is alcohol - WITH MARIJUANA IN IT!!!! That's so crazy I'm going to buy 2 bottles...follow the link ------> http://www.absinthe.bz/" title="http://www.absinthe.bz/" target="_blank"http://www.absinthe.bz/

The other best website ever is actually a blog about new and underground pop/dance music. The guy that writes it talks about all the new music thats out now and is about to come out. You can even download most of the stuff on the site. -------> http://www.arjanwrites.com/arjanwrites/" title="http://www.arjanwrites.com/arjanwrites/" target="_blank"http://www.arjanwrites.com/ar...

I've noticed in the past couple of days that I get jealous a lot. I don't think of myself as a jealous person, but sometimes I wish I had what others do...

Here's what's in my playlist right now:

1. I Can't Stop Loving You - Kem

2. A Home - The Dixie Chicks

3. Dirty Harry - Gorillaz

4. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz

5. One Word - Kelly Osbourne

6. I'm That Type of Guy - LL Cool J

7. Gotta Go, Gotta Leave - Vivian Greene

8. Obsession - Frankie J

9. Gasolina - Daddy Yankee

10. Truth Is - Fantasia

And now I'm going to bed...keep yo' knapsacks tight, Jonesy

Okay I called it like a week ago. I knew something crazy was about to happen and it did...damn I'm good.

So this chick I work with is delusional. She is dating this one guy who is in jail for parole violations, engaged to him, and she has this other guy we work with believing she loves him and has him paying her car payment every month. The dumb thing is she went around the job telling people that she was getting married next year and it got back to the other guy. To sit back and watch the fallout was some good entertainment for the past couple of days.

Last night I had this really weird, crazy dream. It actually woke me up a couple of times. In it I'm at work when a friend and I decide to go to the movies. To make a long story short, we end up back at their place getting into it. It was a good, no a great dream but it came from no where. Well to be honest I've been thinking alot about this person and it's seriously some off limits property. Why is it the ones we want the most are the ones that don't want us back? To those of you that know me well, I'll keep you guessing on who it is.

I've been giving a lot of thought to getting my own place...or finding a roommate. I don't have any problems with living at home, I just think it makes me lazy and I don't gain anything when I don't have to do anything really. Not having to pay rent is nice, but there's no serious reason for me to be here. It's decided....by the end of the year, I'll be in my own place.

I wish it would warm up already! Enough rain and snow. It makes me glad to be going to Tucson next week.

And I'm out...later, Jonesy

This Updates for you Kim.

Not much going on...I brought plane tickets to go back to Tucson. I'm going to meet my friend from New York here in VA, and then we're going to head out west. I'm excited to see all my old friends again, and I'm sure I'm going to be drunk all week.

I got my yearly review at work this past week, and let's just say I was much, much unhappy about it. I was basically told that I'm not performing well, and that I lack motivation and I bring my problems to work. What the hell? I don't have any problems until I come to work. I don't perform well? I'm not a cocky person at all, yet I can easily say that I'm that best person in my department. I think I got such a bad review because I'm not in contact with my managers...I don't need to be. I can be given a goal and left alone unlike most of my co-workers. Another issue I have is the fact that I have made negative comments to my managers. If I have a problem with something, they will know it. I don't believe in the let it slide bullshit people so often use, and if something bothers me or I don't think it's right I will tell them straight up and I expect it to be changed. I'm not spoiled or anything, but why settle for bullshit? People should not be punished for trying to improve things....My boss can kick rocks...

I don't feel like talking about anything else serious right now, so how about music...yeah that always makes me happy.

Five Best Albums Most People Don't Care About

5.Brandy - Afrodisiac

4.Heather Headley - This Is Who I Am

3.Dannii Minogue - Neon Nights

2.Scissor Sisters - Scissor Sisters

1.Vivian Green - A Love Story

Five Songs I'm Feeling Right Now

5.Jennifer Lopez - He'll Be Back

4.Tamia - Whispers

3.Gwen Stefani - Harajuku Girls

2.You're My Favorite - Caesars

1.Let Love - Res

I'm out, and remember...if someone pisses you off, they can kick rocks!

Damn it's been a while...it's 4 o'clock in the morning and I can't sleep. I'm so bored that I'm watching T.J. Hooker on TV. Sad...

It's been a busy week...last weekend I went out somewhere I never thought I'd be with certain people and had a lot of fun. It was cool. We're going out again on Thursday night which actually gives me something to look forward too.

I'll be 22 later on this month, and I'm starting to feel old as shit. It's scary when I think that in 8 years I'll be 30...

As you can tell by the title of this post, I've been smoking the ganja. A lot. Or at least a lot for me. I don't think I like it, but it's fun...and I don't have anything else to do. I'm going to try and stop...

I'm 2 steps closer to buying my new car. My parents are going to match whatever I come up with, so it's looking good. I think they're going to surprise me and pay for it for my birthday...we'll see.

I F-ING HATE WINDOWS!!! Everytime I try to do something new with my computer, it screws up. And before you say that I don't know what I'm doing, know that I'll spend like 2 weeks researching stuff before I actually try to do something new. And then when I go to do it, it doesn't work. I hate Microsoft, I hate Bill Gates, and I hate spyware. Apple...I'm coming soon, I promise.

Work hasn't been too bad lately. I guess my only complaint now is the fact that I think people put too much on me. I'm expected to be able to open or close by myself, take care of my department, and handle manager's decisions for less than $9.00 an hour. Whether or not I can do it is not the issue, its the fact that I shouldn't have to. I feel like I'm becoming like this one woman I work with, who has been there forever and everyone depends on - but she will always be a cashier. I don't want to stay in customer service and sometimes I wish my managers would give me something different or something challenging. I'd love to try the sales floor, but when I try to do something different, everyone says "you're so good where you are, you should stay there..." It sucks, and I think I'm going to put in a transfer pretty soon. djkaldjfhdakhfjka...and I just fell asleep on the keyboard...guess that means time for bed....

Remember, Keep yo' knapsacks tight....Jonesy