So yeah, it's been a while. That's basically because I thought I could simply install a new video card in my computer and call it a day. Not the case. After 3 failed cards, 3 days of frustrations, and 3 days of working in safe mode, I gave up. So yeah, I'm back...

I think I'm afraid of commitment. Those that know me the best know what I'm talking about. For those of you that don't, well let's just say I'm involved with someone on again/off again. Right now we're on. And I'm scared because I've caught feelings. I'm not afraid of this fact alone, It's because it's feelings with this person. I mean, is this the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, have kids with, buy a house and a dog with? If not then I feel like I'm wasting my time. Sure the sex is good, no great, but what about everything else? The concept of dating is simple to me : If you and I are not going to be together for the rest of our lives, get out of my way. Quote me on that. I don't know how to handle this...

I'm thinking about moving back to Arizona. I miss it. When I was living there, I missed Virginia. hmmmm....

I got my new Janet Jackson DVD the other day. It has all the videos from janet - Damita Jo, but unfortunately Doesn't Really Matter isn't up there. It's still hot though.

My uncle died yesterday morning. It was one of those unexpected deaths don't you just don't ever imagining happen. It's hard because we were really close and he did so much for me and my brother. When my mom left my son-of-a bitch dad, he stepped right in helping raise us. Damn, it sucks and that's all I'm going to say...

I'm out...Jonesy

Music to listen to : Take Your Mama Out - The Scissor Sisters. Very good song by a very weird band who quickly became my favorite. The song goes "We're gonna take your mama out all night, yeah we'll show her what it's all about. We'll get her jacked up on some cheap champagne, we'll let the good times all roll out. And if the music ain't good, well that's just too bad. We're gonna sing along no matter what. Cause the dancers don't mind at The New Orleans, if you tip 'em and they make a cut." Classic lyrics. 10 extra cool points if anyone can figure out the theme of the song...http://phobos.apple.com/WebOb...;selectedItemId=11566344